gigglefits56

Thu, 12 May 2005 02:02:08 GMT

Happy Summer vacation!! :) so this is a nice stress releiver... no school for almost 4 months! too bad i have nothing to do with myself for a few weeks. Thats ok. I guess there will be lots of days like today when i went to the beach with my roomie. :) So im all moved back into home and i already miss my girlies back at school. good luck with the last of your finals girls! well that sounds like about it... its weird how school takes over your life so much that theres nothing else to think about. o well.. going to do what people do on vacation... nothing.

yay a game! :)

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 01:35:54 GMT

1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."
2. I will respond by asking you five questions. I get to pick the questions.
3. You will update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the same post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions.

1. What actress do you think would play you in the movie about your life?
Sandra Bullock... cuz thats who Curry told me and i cant think of that one for myself
2. What would be your dream date?
First dinner of course, then something fun that we both like to do, and it has to end looking at the stars... i love stars! and a kiss in the moonlight would always be nice
3. If you could eat only one thing and the same thing everyday for the rest of your life what would it be?
why do you even have to ask me this one?? pasta.. duh!
4. What do you think is your greatest asset?
honesty... im not afraid to tell people the truth about things, and usually im ok at candy coating it... but not always
5. If you could meet one person, dead or alive, who would it be?
My grandfater... i never got to meet him, but i always wondered what he would be like

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 02:27:08 GMT

13 days of classes left. i cannot wait until all this work is over. Theres just way too much to do right now for me. Thats why im not doing it right now lol. But really... i have been sitting here doing homework since 3:30 this afternoon. and i mean i really did homework. So now my butt is numb from sitting here for so long, but im at the point where i just dont really care anymore. as long as im not doing homework at the moment.

Other than that things are good. i love my friends, i love my frankie, im happy im not home and dont have to go there till next month. so thats my life for ya. Relay for life is this weekend and i still only have 20 bucks... not cool but o well cuz i tried. and im not even lieing!

ok time to go do more homework till i pass out tonight! good luck with the rest of the semester everyone!

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 15:22:33 GMT

Just 5 weeks left of the semester. That sounds good to me if i forget about the mounds and mounds of work that im barely going to have time to finish at this point. Its kinda depressing to think about... so i dont. But yea.. like always theres issues on the floor and i just dont really care that much anymore. I didnt lose any good friends from it so i guess its not bothering me too much. ITs just so stupid to see the way everyone treats each other. It reminds me how much i hate last year. Thank god this year is better than that.

So Erin has been looking at her email like every 5 minutes to see if we get a day off because the Pope died. Being SJC i doubt it will happen, but its a catholic school so i would imagine we probably should. O well whatever.

There was a bad accident down in Waterford this weekend. Colby and Jason died and Kerri barely made it. Pat flew up from florida to be with her. I cant even imagine if that were to happen to people so close to me. I only knew these people from meeting them a couple times. But thinking that they are only a year older than me kinda scares me a little. You never know whats gonna happen in the course of a day.

Other than that things have been ok lately. i got kicked out of my house last weekend by my dad... and thats the funny part. I didnt even really care that much after the fact because i realized 1- how stupid it was and 2- that i really dont want to go back there anyways. I was real upset at first and my Frankie skipped school to come give me a hug cuz he knew i was having a hard time. Thats why i love him so much. Granted i didnt want him to skip school but its ok.

Im thinking thats about it because i have work i should be doing and nothing else has really happened.

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 21:42:06 GMT

Just a few more days till spring break. I wish i could say thats a good thing, but i have so much work to do that it is going to be near impossible to enjoy it. O well i'll get over it. This is how i do my work today when i should be doing it too.

Me and ERin decided that we would go on diets yesterday.... then we ate McDonald's AND Wendys for dinner. I guess we lose! But its ok cuz we are the Fat Bastards and we are making an exersize video. According to Erin it costs $19.99 and the number is 1-800-nomofat. Leave it to her. Its ok cuz i love my roomie. We are going on vacation after school is over. i dont know where we are going yet, but we are going. By then she wont be on wellfare anymore so it will be ok. lol. It's been a crazy week or so over here because of all the work we have to do. it really does make you kinda crazy!

Well im thinking thats all i have to say right now. i should be getting back to my work.... should be anyways.

Hang in there Chrissy! I cant wait for spring break when you get back!

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 18:49:18 GMT

Well its time to do some hard core homeowrk for the afternoon. Thats why im doing this right now instead. I did actually attempt to do something productive but its just not working.

So i woke up this morning to a doorway blocked off by newspaper all thanks to Sasquatch ( that would be Tall Stacy for those of you who dont know. So yea she woke up at 4 to put it up and then woke up at 7:30 to see our reachion and help us take it down since she knew me and Erin are way too short to reach it. Good times... we are on your side now Stac!

Cheerleading... well im getting really annoyed cuz i work really hard and nobody is really giving me much of a chance. So im the one who keeps gettting injured because of lack of help and im getting kinda sick of it. Everyone wants to know why i dont just quit, but im not gonna. not till the end of the year at least. I do have one big ass bruise on my leg but not from cheerleading injuries. This is way better. i was walking around my room the other night and my roomie was sad and talking on the phone and i triped over my shoe and landed on my laundry basket... it hurt like hell but i was laughing hysterically all by myself. leave it to me.

Last weekend was spend with my baby... i miss him so much all the time so i like to stay with him all weekend to make up for it. Im not sure how much he likes it, but i dont really care lol. This weekend hopefully i can talk him into going to Keith's party... with me of course! but that will be cool. Pat wants me to take Erin with me... i dunno about that one. He even made her a present to bring to her on Sunday night. I thought it was cute.

Ok well thats it, so now its time to do stuff for real... until someone comes back to entertain me anyways lol.

Stolen From Chrissy cuz im bored

Sat, 26 Feb 2005 17:17:05 GMT

bold the ones uve seen and add 3 at the end

01. Night at the Roxbury
02. Shrek
03. M
04. Dogma
05. Strictly Ballroom
06. The Princess Bride
07. Love, Actually
08. The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
09. The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
10. The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
11. Reservoir Dogs
12. Desperado
13. Swordfish
14. Kill Bill, Vol. 1
15. Donnie Darko 16. Spirited Away
17. Better Than Sex
18. Sleepy Hollow
19. Pirates of the Caribbean
20. The Eye
21. Requiem for a Dream
22. Dawn of the Dead
23. The Pillow Book
24. The Italian Job
25. Goonies
26. Basketball
27. The Spice Girls Movie
28. Army of Darkness
29. The Color Purple
30. The Saftey of Objects
31. Can't Hardly Wait
32. Mystic Pizza
33. Finding Nemo
34. Monsters Inc.
35. Circle of Friends
36. Mary Poppins
37. The Bourne Identity
38. Forrest Gump
39. A Clockwork Orange
40. Kindergarten Cop
41. On The Line
42. My Big Fat Greek Wedding
43. Final Destination
44. Sorority Boys
45. Urban Legend
46. Cheaper by the Dozen
47. The Crow
48. The Princess and the Warrior
49. Seabiscuit
50. Hard Core Logo
51. Phantom of the Paradise
52. Zardoz
53. Lost in Translation
54. American Beauty
55. Big Fish
56. Starship Troopers
57. Starship Troopers 2
58. The Lost Boys
59. All About Eve
60. Showgirls
61. Swept Away
62. Star Wars: A New Hope
63. Black Hawk Down
64. Elizabeth
65. The Shawshank Redemption
66. Four Weddings and a Funeral
67. The Sound of Music
68. Notting Hill
69. Scotland, PA
70. Oxygen
71. Ringu
72. Shrunken Heads
73. Legends
74. About a Boy
75. Lilo and Stitch
76. Who Framed Roger Rabbit?
77. Pitch Black
78. Maid in Manhattan
79. Willow
80. Secret Of Nymh
81. Throughly Modern Millie
82. The Cutting Edge
83. Anna and the King
84. The American President
85. Save The Last Dance
86. Grease
87. Dirty Dancing
88. Mad Love
89. Lantana
90. Kiss the Sky
92. Dark City
93. SLC Punk
94. Memento
95. In America
96. Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory
97. The Wedding Planner
98. Empire Records
99. Edward Scissorhands
100. Almost Famous
101. Mighty Morphin Power Rangers: The Movie
102. Star Trek Generations
103. Beyond The Mat
104. Transformers: The Movie
105. Scary Movie
106. X-Men
107. Ghost
108. Changing Lanes
109. Hangman's Curse
110. Broken Arrow
111. Mona Lisa Smile
112. Moulin Rouge
113. The Ninth Gate
114. Emma
115. The Name of the Rose
116. Top Gun
117. Heartbreak Ridge
118. U-571
119. Ghost Ship
120. Johnny English
121. Dirty Dancing: Havana Nights
122. The Fifth Element
123. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
124. Holes
125. The Pianist
126. Amelie
127. Road Trip
128. Miracle
129. Center Stage
130. Spider-Man
131. The Exorcist
132. Omen
133. 8 Mile
134. Son in Law
135. Stepmom
136. Dr. Strangelove
137. Full Metal Jacket
138. Lolita
139. Little Shop of Horrors(most of It I think)
140. Annie
141. Rocky Horror Picture Show
142. Being John Malkovich
143. Monty Python & the Holy Grail
144. Street Fighter Alpha: The Movie
145. Under the Tuscan Sun
146. The Four Feathers
147. Gosford Park
148. Bubble Boy
149. Without a Paddle
150. Labyrinth
151. Shrek 2
152. Spider-Man 2
153. X-Men 2
154. Ever After
155. Great Expectations
156. Orgazmo
157. Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
158. The Matrix
159. Underworld
160. Anchorman
161. Leon: The Professional
162. The Cooler
163. Head (1969)
164. Bridget Jones's Diary
165. Albino Aligator
166. Chasing Amy
167. The Usual Suspects
168. The Shape of Things
169. 13 Conversations About One Thing
170. Hero
171. Rules of Attraction
172. I (heart) Huckabees
173. Farenheit 9/11
174. Akira
175. Garden State(sorta)
176. Ghost in the Shell
177. Kissing Jessica Stein
178. Sailor Moon: Super S
179. Adaptation
180. Punch Drunk Love
181. Mulan
182. Napoleon Dynamite
183. Pleasantville
184. Rat Race
185. Blue Crush
186. In Good Company
187. 13 Going on 30
188. Elf
189. Life Is Beautiful
190. Cruel Intentions
191. Princess Mononoke
192. Mallrats
193. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
194. Fight Club
195. Phantom of the Opera
196. First Knight
197. Alexander
198. Real Genius
199. Secretary
200. Quills
201. Detroit Rock City
202. Beetlejuice
203. Thirteen
204. Trainspotting
205. The Texas Chainsaw Massacre
206. Weird Science
207. Mean Girls
208. The Bourne Supremecy
209. Dodgeball
210. Meet the Parents
211. Meet the Fockers
212. Troy
213. Saw
214. The Passion of the Christ
215. Ray
216. Collateral
217. Coach Carter
218. Assault on Precinct 13
219. Hitch
220. Finding Neverland
221. National Treasure
222. Million Dollar Baby
223. Cellular
224. The Terminal
225. Mr. 3000
226. Head of State
227. Blue Streak
228. National Security
229. Rush Hour
230. Rush Hour 2
231. Shanghai Noon
232. Shanghai Knights
233. XXX
234. The Fast and the Furious
235. 2 Fast 2 Furious
236. The Last Samurai
237. Van Helsing
238. Ocean’s Eleven
239. Ocean’s Twelve
240. Men in Black
241. Men in Black II
242. I, Robot
243. Harold and Kumar go to White Castle
244. Zoolander
245. Rose Red
246. The Silence of the Lambs
247. Hannibal
248. Red Dragon
249. Prophecy trilogy
250. Interview with the Vampire
251. Queen of the Damned
252. Pi
253. Ichi The Killer
254. Suspiria
255. Spun
256. A Beautiful Mind
257. Nightmare Before Christmas
258. The Butterfly Effect
259. White Noise
260. Alone in the Dark
261. The Aviator
262. American Psycho
263. Die Hard
264. Die Hard 2
265. Die Hard with a Vengeance
266. Batman
267. Batman Returns
268. Batman Forever
269. Batman & Robin
270. Resident Evil
271. Resident Evil: Apocalypse
272. What's Eating Gilbert Grape?
273. Blade
274. Blade II
275. Blade: Trinity
276. The Blues Brothers
277. Blues Brothers 2000
278. Ghostbusters
279. Ghostbusters 2
280. Clue
281. Raiders of the Lost Ark
282. Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
283. Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
284. Street Fighter
285. Super Mario Brothers
286. Gremlins
287. Gremlins 2
288. The Addams Family
289. Addams Family Values
290. Superman
291. Superman II
292. Superman III
293. Superman IV
294. South Park: Bigger, Longer, and Uncut
295. Beavis & Butt-head Do America
296. Ed Wood
297. Donnie Brasco
298. Pulp Fiction
299. Face/Off
300. Con Air
301. Mission: Impossible
302. M:1-2
303. Escape from Alcatraz
304. Speed
305. Speed 2
306. Go
307. The Godfather
308. The Godfather Part II
309. The Godfather Part III
310. Manhunter
311. UHF
312. Mortal Kombat
313. Mortal Kombat: Annihilation
314. Saving Private Ryan
315. The Relic
316. Enemy at the Gates
317. Home Alone
318. Home Alone 2
319. Home Alone 3
321. Happy Gilmore
322. Billy Madison
323. The Waterboy
324. Little Nicky
325. Dirty Work
326. Tommy Boy
327. Black Sheep
328. Death Wish
329. Pecker
330. Cecil B. Demented
331. The Shining
332. Carrie
333. Pet Cemetery
334. Pet Cemetery Two
335. The Terminator
336. Terminator 2
337. Terminator 3
338. Ned Kelly
339. Kate & Leopold
340. Mystic River
341. I Am Sam
342. Joan of Arc
343. 50 First Dates
344. Atilla
345. Timeline
346. Titanic
347. Reign of Fire
348. Legends of the Fall
349. The Mask of Zorro
350. Rudy
351. Signs
352. The Village
353. Gladiator
354. The Bumblebee Flies Anyway.
355. The War
356. Gothika
357. Se7en
358. Hairspray
359. Love Me If You Dare/Jeux d'enfants
360. Maria Full of Grace
361. Vampire Clan
362. Once Upon A Time in Mexico
363. A Soldier’s Girl
364. Ong – Bak: Thai Warrior
365. Rigoletto
366. Stargate
367. A League of Their Own
368. The Boondock Saints
369. Platoon
370. The Lion King
371.PCU
372.Totoro
373.American History X
374. Ferris Bueller's Day Off
375. Miss Congeniality
376. Charlie's Angels: Full Throttle
377.10 Things I Hate About You
378.Closer
379.From Hell

380. Radio

381. The Notebook

382. Friday Night Lights

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 04:56:19 GMT

Well its been a rather interesting week so far. Sunday i went to grandma and grandpa's for dinner cuz the cousins from Georia came for the week. It snowed on Monday so we didnt have school. well we actually did but my teachers cancelled. One class with 3 teachers made us show up and wait before anyone felt the need to tell us that there was no class. But o well i can deal with that. So i watched a weird movie for one of my classes. The guy gave me the weirdest one i think because he doesnt like my opinion in class. So then today i just had one class and tomorrow i have just one cuz Big Al wont be there. but anyways... tomorrow is dad's birthday so im gonna have to go home wich means that i really need to finish my research paper for thursday and all the girls on the floor feel the need to be screaming and being really annoying tonight. im just not in the mood. i tried to lock them out but it didnt work. So now im updating this because its the only thing i can do without getting too pissed off. I cant hear the tv 2 inches away from me. Anyways.. i went with Tall Stacy to get a tattoo today. Her not me. But i am highly considering it. She got a little star on her ancle/foot and its really cute. and then we came back and tye dyed t-shirts for a floor program. That was fun too... mine is hanging in the tub right now and i forget what it looks like... crap probably sums it up lol. but it was a free shirt so im good. This weekend is looking kinda busy already which is good for me cuz i really need to get out of this place for a while. Its just like last year all over again. i dont like to be here anymore. But we'll see how i feel about that later. right now im gonna attempt to sleep with the craziness going on outside my room. Nite!

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 05:25:41 GMT

You Are A Romantic

You are more romantic than 90% of the population.

You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to.
Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you.
Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted.
Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 23:06:47 GMT

Well i guess its expected after a great weekend.. im sick. I have a Valentine for nest weekend and im so excited. i hung out with him all weekend and i had a good time. But when i got back now im sick. lucky me huh? So i took a sick day and stayed in bed all day. It must be the room. Erin had a rough weekend herself and so now we are trying to take care of each other. I thought i was getting better and it came back. Then tall stacy informed me that bronchitis is going around school. Not cool cuz thats what i was origionally thinking i had. I guess im gonna have to go to the little red house tomorrow so the nurse can ask me if im pregnant. My throat hurts im not fucking pregnant lady! But yea.. im wearing my feet pajamas and i think im gonna get back into bed for a while. I hope everyone else feels better too!!

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 15:28:18 GMT

lol well that was an interesting last post. I had a good time that night thanks to my tall Stacy! I aparently tried to eat my crab and i was running around in my shorts and Stacy's tims lol... good thing Carissa has a pic.

Anyways... i still have lots to think about with the whole Frank situation. Right when i think that things are calming down it seems to start all over again. Things are getting better though and i guess thats all i can ask for right now. Just gotta take things one day at a time and see how it goes.

I guess thats it for now. i need to get ready for class now.

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 05:36:22 GMT

tonight is a good night@!! god times at sjc with my tall stacy!!! green and red.GONE

godnight

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 02:56:39 GMT

well its been a long lonely kind of week. I had my hoes with me but it didnt seem to help too much all the time. i went home last night thinking it would be good to get out of here for a while already, but i was miserable. so here i am... back at sjc being bored as usual. But it beats being bored at home. Theres lots of snow to be watched outside and go figure thats what im doing. I just keep thinking about everything that has happened this week and i still cant figure out what to do. Not like at this point there is anything to do, but it would still be nice to have some kind of clue. No matter what i do i cant help but feel lonely. I just wish i could go back and not say what i said so that everything wouldnt have come out like this. Im constantly wondering what he's up to and how hes doing. I just wish i could know these things again. Not have to just wait and see what happens or when it happens. Theres too much waiting involved and im not a patient waiter.

We are getting tons of snow tonight so im not sure who will be back tomorrow. I cant decide how much i really like that. I want the girls to come back, but i like my alone time to think about shit without having to worry about other things too. I just cant wait for Erin to move in cuz then i wont be so lonely hopefully. Ok now its time to get in bed to watch a movie that i have already seen a million times.

Back to school

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 23:50:50 GMT

Well i'm back with the hoes for another potentially awesome semester. I'm very excited to say that Carissa is back with us this time. The best part about her coming back is the fact that she turned 21 yesterday. We did a little celebrating the night before so we could be the first to say happy birthday at midnight. So classes are classes and thats about all for that. We had our first game back last night and i got to stunt in the game so i was excited about that. its just a little sad to think about why i got to.... we lost more than half of our team so now we are down to 6 if we are all there. Not cool. And what else isnt cool is that im supposed to be at the second game right now but it got postponed and Resi didnt call me or Erin so we walked all the way there in the snow to be told that the game was canceled and we were the only ones who didnt know. Not fun. but Im very excited about my new roomie!! Erin is moving in on monday i think. So i wont be lonely anymore.

Speaking of lonely... It's a rather sad subject at this point but my favorite person in the whole world has decided that its time to be alone for a while. This upsets me a lot but i know its for the better. And i have a great group of friends supporting me. Thats why i miss everyone so much all the time! but im just taking it one day at a time for now.

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 01:43:23 GMT

Happy New Year... im just a couple days late but thats ok. Well... vacation is still vacation. not much has happened but that works for me after last semester. New years was so much fun. The furnace broke in my house so my mom told me to stay at Franks. Yea i never thought that would happen. But good times as usual. It was actually one of the better pcaz fests i have been to. I just hope that next time maybe i can bring a couple of my hoes... then it would be even better. Other than that nothing has really happened. I talk to a couple of the hoes this past week and everyone seems to be doing ok. And home... well i live in this room cuz i cant stand to listen to what my family is arguing about every 5 seconds. but its not as bad as normal. thats all for now... Chrissy is calling me over to switch Christmas presents finally.

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 04:14:00 GMT

Well i hope everyone is having a nice break... im trying to keep myself busy. Merry Christmas to everyone i didnt get a chance to talk to in the past few days or so. I have done a lot of shopping since i have been home. Now that Christmas is done i can go out and buy what i want. one slight problem... i have no money to do that with. Not very happy about that one but im sure ill find a way around it for now... aka credit cards. i know i know... bad thing but i just cant help it sometimes. I got really bad this year with that. Im thinking my new years resolution should be to not charge everything i see and want... not need. But other than that i havent done much since i have been home lol. Liz came tonight for my body shop party... none of my friends showed up but it was still fun cuz my sisters had a few friends. Other than that its been a boring vacation so far. the rest of this week looks like a whole lot of nothing and the new years which as of tonight looks like a whole lot of nothing. but im not sure what im doing and thats why. we'll see when it happens. that seems to be the story of my life lately. o well i guess thats about all for now.

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 03:41:53 GMT

so im on vacation... did 99% of my Christmas shopping this weekend. i think im done with the exception of one thing im picking up tomorrow with the 3 bucks i have left. Go figure it snowed on the first week of vacation. so i shoveled my driveway and thought i got frost bite but i didnt. then i went to Chrissy's to bake cookies. They were sooo good. key word is were lol. Thats my vacation so far. I was asked about any plans i might have for the next month... absolutely nothing. go figure. so this is it till im back with the hoes. ok thats it. Happy Vacation to everyone! :)

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 20:39:35 GMT

Well one more day to go. And i can't wait. Too bad i wasn't able to stay here with my girls all week like i had planned. But thank you to everybody who was here for me this week. I love you guys.

Have a nice break. I'm gonna miss you girls!!! :(

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 06:18:26 GMT

If its not one thing its another. For reasons other than what happened last night, today was a rough day. I sat in my room all by myself staring into space. It was not fun. Thankfully my Frankie drove an hour just to give me a hug. That is the best thing that could have happened today. Thanks hun for being my shoulder to cry on tonight. I definitely needed it. That goes for my girls too... i dont know what i would do without you.

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 15:46:38 GMT

So its done.... this day couldnt have come soon enough. I went out last night to celebrate with Erin and Karen. I was close to having a good time. But anybody who has ever seen me with a drink or 2 in me knows that i need a little guidance. I made a huge mistake last night and i want to kill myself for it. After that my night was over. I was sitting in a room with a bunch of strangers crying in the corner. I felt like an idiot there, but at least that part was better than what i did. I really am very sorry, but i guess thats just the way things are. Never forgiven because im miss forgiveness.

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 03:55:14 GMT

Well this is it... last week of the semester. I have way too much work to do by wed. and its not gonna be fun. I am going into hibernation until then...

BTW.... Carissa... i realize that 10 kids means no middle but i'll leave that one for you. there is no way in hell im gonna have like 25 kids in a class and then 10 at home... we'll see if i have any!

stolen from Carissa and then Liz... cuz i love them so much and want to be like them!

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 04:44:50 GMT

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more, no less.

Ask me anything you want. And I will answer to the best of my ability. Make em good.

Then I want you to go to your LJ and copy and paste this, allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

OR

Post a memory you have of me or any comment you want.

Just in case some people don't know.... you can post a comment or leave me some love even if you don't have your own livejournal. ;)

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 03:21:09 GMT

Well im home for Thanksgiving. This week was good for a change. Me and my Frankie got back together if you wanna call it that... so with that said the week had to be good right? But no, nothing was due or anything so i was a slacker and didnt do anything. Not a bad thing except now i got shitloads of work to do this weekend. Thanksgiving is at my house so i heard today. My aunt thinks grandma can come home for the day but the poor lady cant even sit up by herself anymore, so that wont happen. Im going to Waterford on firday which means i can hang out with Frankie and Meggie :) I got lots of Christmas shopping i still have to do and im running low on time and especially money. Just taking it one day at a time. hmmm.... im thinking thats all for now. I was just in a good mood so i figured having a happy entry every now and then wouldnt hurt.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!!
and dont eat too much turkey!

Sun, 21 Nov 2004 18:49:41 GMT

So our first game was Friday. It was lots of fun. I was really excited about it but when i got there i was sooo scared! but i didnt mess up too bad so it was all good. Me and Resi caught Sarah's foot!!! Chrissy and Stacy came to watch me which was good. At least i found someone to go for me. As long as it wasnt mom i was ok with it lol. But yea... Saturday we had another game which went well too. I wasnt as scared. Next game is Dec. 8 so hopefully that one will be even better. After the game i went to the mall and hung out with Stacy, Chrissy, and Erik. Erik is so cute i wish he wasnt such a jerk to my Stacy. But its ok cuz i said so.

I had a nice talk with Frankie last night. Not really sure how things ended there but its ok cuz i got to talk to him. I miss him soooo much and it makes me sad that i dont know whats going on with him. But at least i can talk to him sometimes now. I guess thats all i can ask for at this point.

Maybe i should get some of my work done for a change. or maybe i should go visit grandma... who knows. I probably wont do anything the rest of the day cuz thats what im good at doing on sundays.

Thu, 18 Nov 2004 06:29:31 GMT

ok well i guess i can call it a week now. And what a week its been. I havent talked to Frank in 3 or 4 days now and its killing me. I miss him so much i cant even tell you. Everyone keeps telling me that it gets easier every day. I would like to believe them, but the truth is that it gets harder and harder. Thats all about that cuz im not supposed to say anything at all.

I did my lesson today and it wasnt as bad as i was thinking it would be. Its getting to the point where its really hard to even try anymore tho because i cant get into the department because my essay wasnt good enough for them. I dont know what else to do. So i guess i have to register for 2 classes for next semester and hope everything is all set by winter break.

My first game is on Friday and im getting really excited about it. Im just not so excited that i dont think anybody will go to see me because i wont let my family go because they make fun of me, and the only person i wanted to go and that i asked to go is no longer speaking with me. It all comes down to the same problem right now. I just want it all to be fixed and at this point im not sure that i really care if its for the better or worse. Well i mean i want it to be for the better, but even if its not, then at least things wont be hanging like it is now.

Grandma has her good days and her bad days. Mom and Auntie Debbie are still trying to figure out if the doctors are talking about thanksgiving or christmas. I told my mom today that i hope its over christmas. Not that i want it to happen at all or that i want things to be hard for everone, but right now i honestly dont think i can handle it. I keep having these breakdowns because i cant control myself with certain things. Last week i cried when Liz told me i had a good practice. Thats not supposed to happen like that. And i havent really been eating much lately and this time im not doing it on purpose. I am physically sick because of all the stress right now and everything and anything i do to try to help never seems to work. Im not going to class tomorrow morning so that i can sleep a little for once and maybe that will help me enough. Who knows. I just gotta keep taking it one day at a time.

On a better note tho... i went to another spa party tonight and i won again! goota love it. At least i have good luck when it comes to things i dont need or necessarily want. But lucky changes and im hoping it changes for the better... and soon. I must be off to my comfy bed where i will pass out until my alarm goes off after class tomorrow.